...Or is this just the eye of the hurricane?
I want to share more of my heart again in this journal, I want others to read about my journey in hopes of encouraging them in theirs. I have been through so much in such a short time, so much I didn't understand, I could not even formulate words to write it. I was afraid to share in case I seemed too crazy, too eccentric, or too radical. My heart burns with my love for the Lord and I am never sure how to share it. In person, my 'humanness' always seems to get in the way, my insecurities or my selfish desires. It is from that place that I realized I must go back to what I can do well, I can write, it's not perfect, but it is the best way I can express my heart.
I am going to try to be as honest as possible in these writings, I want to truly express what I am walking through with the Lord, in hopes that the Father's Love may show through everything I write, even the hurts, sorrows, brokenness, anger, bitterness, confusion and chaos. As much as I try to hide from those things, they are in fact, a part of this life, and I will endure them for a time until eternity, when I will never experience any of those things ever again. It is time for me to head out on the road again and I await the Lord's instructions.
The Lord has given me a title for this next season, which by the Lord's grace may be a book one day...He called it "Choosing to Be Chosen". We all have an eternal purpose, and I pray as I seek the Lord in mine, that you too may find yours.
Love Always,
Alicia
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